negativities.
theres something wrong. i shldnt be saying that so soon but i think there really is something wrong. and part of it is precisely how soon this is. i am puzzled and bewildered. maybe its just something wrong with me. ha.
and i think i sorta exposed some deliberate-or-not implications someone was trying to send me. with the help of some friends of course. and that made me feel like im some naive girl, tricked again without my knowledge. and that makes him a, well, i dont know, moron? idiot? bastard? to make himself sound like some neglected boy. to think i valued what he said. maybe im too harsh but seriously, its really time for me to wise up and stop falling for stuff like this. you would think i should be able to recognise such stuff by now. sigh. dont think i shld bother thinking about this. im just disappointed.
anyway. this is going to be a 100% depressing entry. after all these, i am supposed to enjoy myself and club. dance my troubles away, ya?
no.
zouk's music sucked, the crowd is boring, the music is boring. met some long-time-no-see friends though. and some new friends that i guess i wont be keeping contact with. bah. boring clubbing today. came home at a super early timing of 3 am!! even my mum is impressed. she said "arent you supposed to come home at dawn like everytime you go clubbing?" LOL.
